I wrote reviews for SPN eps 3.2 and 3.3, but the Vampiresandslayers site has yet to post them, so ... *grumble* ... I went and got uber-thinky on our most recent episode. Therefore I present for your reading pleasure:
SIN CITY - A META in Four Parts
Part the First: Ruby
Ruby, Ruby, Ruby. Geez, she's a manipulative, conniving bitch. I think I like her.
So, what is Ruby's game? She's definitely upped the ante in this episode, going from sly hints and manipulation to outright blackmailing Sam. From getting Bobby to work with her on restoring the Colt's magic properties - and lord, it's a shame we missed that conversation - to sneering at Sam about what he'll have to do to save Dean, we can feel the claws sinking in. She's pushing harder, getting bolder. (As for Bobby shooting her ... bzuh? Should we chalk that up to Bobby caught off-guard and just for once panicking?)
We know the demon horde isn't working towards any common goal, and we know she has no compunctions about killing other demons. Or at least, some other demons. She was notably absent during Sam's confrontation with Dean's captors. But what side is she on?
Is she one of the YED's officer corps? The ease with which she finds Sam strongly suggests she's privy to the same 'tracking system'. Is she a demon with aspirations to fill the YED's shoes, or does she work for another high-up demon with ambitions? Or does she have her own, private agenda? We just don't know. All we can be certain of is that she knows a lot about Sam's family and past, and she wants to help Sam - but clearly with ulterior motives. It's those motives that pose the million-dollar question.
What we know: The YED - now known to be arch-demon, Azazel - was planning an invasion of the human world, but with his death, the plan collapsed and the invasion force turned into a headless mob. Ruby seems intent on kyboshing that action, which is downright weird for a demon. But ... we know demons have their own politics, and I sincerely doubt she's in it for any good reason. I'll be shocked if she's looking to turn to the "light" or anything else positive.
My hunch is that she's here as damage control. I suspect she's trying to stamp out the wildfires caused when The Plan fell apart, because absolute overthrow of the earth is kinda hard to attain by chaos and mob rule. That claim she wants "peace on earth" rang all kinds of bells, with me. Peace, yes, but maybe only until a more 'orderly' Armageddon can be organized. Or, perhaps she's putting in her bid to make sure Sam, Azazel's would-be captain and potential Boy King, is firmly under the thumb of, or deeply indebted to, unknown Hellish parties.
Is Ruby the Demon Formerly Known as Meg, returned? I'm not a bit sure. Some things about her, particularly her prickliness and cunning in this episode, remind us of Meg. Some of her clothing choices seem familiar. We know Meg was one of the YED's soldiers and that at one point she seemed to chafe under his rule. So if Ruby is Meg come back with a new agenda of her own, it would not really surprise me. But I do have a suspicion that Ruby is not entirely her own agent, that she has a "boss" or some higher authority to answer to, and thus she courts Sam for whatever those purposes are. Thus, Ruby strikes me as an entirely new character with a new or alternate agenda.
The question that worries all fans is how far Sam will go, how much he'll play along, and whether he can or will pull back before he gets in too far. It's no longer a worry about him being possessed or turning into somebody who eats babies. We're talking about Sam going evil on a genuinely cosmic scale. We can only hope Sam's native stubbornness keeps him from buying too much into her game.
For now, however, we can rest assured that Ruby is an absolutely wild card in an already joker's-wild game. It will be interesting to see what Dean and Bobby's reactions are, now that she has inserted herself so baldly into their affairs.
Part the Second: Sammy and the Dark Side
Oh, Sam. Ohhh, Sammy. What is happening to our Samsquatch?
What's up with Sam, anyhow? We loved the brotherliness of BDaBR, and this episode started off with them marching off side-by-side. They were cute as heck when meeting Richie, the semi-inept Jersey hunter, Dean chuckling and Sam grinning indulgently. It's okay that they take different angles on a job, Sam doing surveillance on the town pimp, Trotter, while Dean worries where old friend Richie went. On the face of it, there's nothing unusual in those actions.
We are even treated to some awesome Sammy brilliance, when he turns the table on Trotter's thug and disarms him, slick as Chuck Norris could ever do. Heh, and yes, again that delicious Padalecki-Winchester comedy timing, when Sam realizes he's stalking in the wrong forest and Trotter is just an ordinary albeit corrupt human.
Later, Sam reacts normally when he discovers Dean is gone. He puts on his hunter's cap and goes to work: talks to the priest, doesn't reveal too much, doesn't trust anyone, uses good instincts. It's only when Dean says, "be careful", code that the priest may be the enemy, that Sam changes gears.
When Sam gets inside, he sees Dean being choked to death by the demonic priest while another demon stands by. Seriously, what else could Sam have done, there? Ask the demons to wait nicely while he found an exorcism? Hell, no. The Colt was the only effective weapon Sam had that was going to save Dean's life, because Dean was being killed. I'd have been surprised if Sam didn't react in a decisive manner. Just like Daddy had trained him, just like Dean would do.
Has Sam changed? Did he come back different? Is he missing some internal governor that kept him who he is: gentle, empathetic, compassionate? Of course, he's changed, no one could survive all he has and remain untouched, but is it in any way supernatural or evil? Right now Sam is definitely a walking conundrum. We've no idea if he remembers anything from when he was dead. We don't know if he feels any different from Before, or even what he thinks about having been stone dead for at least 24 hours, let alone what he makes of coming back with a demon's help. Last but not least, we don't know if the lack of visions means his abilities are lost, or if he's going to quietly discover he has other powers, and try to direct them. It could be just that nobody's on his psychic frequency, now, with the YED and the other Psy-Kids dead.
So, is he going evil? Or has Sam simply, finally, taken a page from Big Brother's book? After all, Dean has been Sam's model of a protector since he was six months old. It's not that Dean hasn't killed just as coldly. (Beheading a vampire with a power-saw comes to mind.) It's not that the Winchesters have never killed a demon's innocent host: Dean did just that when a possessed man had Sam down in "Devil's Trap". It's that Sam performed this killing. Softhearted Sammy of whom Dean once insisted, "You're not a killer. It's not in your bones." After the Jake Talley incident, Dean is certainly freaked, and I'm sure Bobby's never gotten over the shock of Sam back from the stone cold dead.
But should it surprise us that Sam dons the role of defender with literal exactness? I do think we're going to see new sides to him, a character in evolution. After all, Sam still doesn't know who or what the hell he really is. (Demonic baptism, formerly dead, intended right hand of Azazel, Mom and everyone close to her killed, etc.) His beloved brother is sentenced to Hell on Sam's account. Now Ruby is trying to blackmail him with promises that she'll help save Dean. Oh, and that faith Sam used to have in God? Is probably curled up in a tiny corner somewhere, shivering. After all, God may not want anything to do with a Sam who's not only tainted by demon's blood, but also demonically returned from the dead. There's a lot brewing that Sam's not letting anyone see.
What's really screwed is that Sam is in this alone. He can enlist Bobby's aid, but there appears to be a point where he quietly shuts the door. We no longer see him agonizing about his destiny, or whether he'll become evil. We have yet to see him fret about what the demons want from him or if he can withstand them. If this trend continues, it's probably because he doesn't want to put that burden back on Dean, when Dean is in such dire straights, himself. Sam may believe he can no longer ask Dean to save (or kill) him, when it's Dean who needs to be saved.
Finally, while on the face of things we may fear Sam taking Ruby's marching orders too much to heart, I'm not so sure about that. I doubt Sam, headstrong and willful as he is, will by any means become Ruby's puppet. We're seeing Sam become more comfortable living in a hunter's skin, and maybe he's accepted that this is actual war. Unfortunately, saving Dean is his driving force, so it may well render him more ruthless than he used to be. It's actually an interesting mirror-effect to see Dean stepping away from that old black-and-white view of good vs. evil, while Sam steps forward towards it.
But Sam's not evil, no, I don't think so. He hasn't lost his conscience; he's not without awareness of consequences. However, he's a soldier at war with his brother's soul at stake, and war erodes something in the best of men. He learned a very bitter lesson with Jake Talley's betrayal. Further, Sam is John Winchester's son, and he may become every bit as driven as Dad ever was, trying to win Dean's ticket out of Hell. After all, Winchesters always pay their debts. Even if it's with their own blood.
We can only hope that Dean - and Bobby - will hang onto Sam tight enough that he doesn't lose too many more pieces of himself. If Sam slides too far into the dark, it will be because he reached too far for all the best bad reasons.
Part the Third: Dean and the Demon Horde
Ah, yes, the demons. It's Spring Break, demon-style, and the baddies are out to par-tay. When Dean heads out the door with Sammy, the pair of them look like they're off to summer camp. After all, what's more straightforward than kicking some evil ass?
But the minute the boys' boots hit the ground, they are rudely awakened to just how complicated this case is. This ain't just a couple demons prodding people to do dangerous things: this is a half-dead factory town transformed into a thriving modern day Sodom and Gomorrah. Is this a twisted new form of the "Croatoan" experiment? Sure, Dean goes through the motions of leering at the girls and letting Sam drag him around, but it's all show. Dean's interactions with Richie show us that Dean's head is firmly in the game. He's focused on their goal of putting down the demonic threat.
Thus, it was interesting to see how that vision wavered when Dean found himself trapped with a demon for company. I thought the wine cellar scenes dragged, and that's where the weight of expository stuff went, but maybe better in one dump than mucked up over several episodes. Or something. By this time, my eyes had been so dazzled by the sheer number of people/crowds teeming in this episode that I was getting a little glassy-eyed.
Whatever, demon!Casey and Dean had some interesting moments. Casey was a terrific (and gorgeous) vehicle by which to present some of the demons' views. She almost seemed sincere at times and ended up presenting an air that made her oddly compelling. Certainly the part was splendidly played. However, I think the only honest personal thing she ever said to Dean was that Hell was the pit of despair. The sympathy, the chat-across-enemy-lines, the plea to spare him? Politics, methinks. Once trapped, she may have decided it would behoove her to get in good with the Boy King's brother. Who knows, her original intent may have been to use Dean as bait, to capture Sam for their own nefarious purposes. Poor Richie just got in the way.
We also finally get to see what we knew must lie behind Dean's four-hundred-watt smile: he's scared of going to Hell. Furthermore, he's morbidly curious what Hell is like. I really enjoyed his mild-spoken confession that he's like to believe in God. It seemed entirely sincere, and I liked the continuity from way back in "House of the Holy", when Dean first entertained the notion of Divine Will. Oh, Dean hasn't taken up Sunday school, and the whole business about going to Hell has to complicate things mightily. But it's interesting to see that when a demon tries, this time without the snarling and spitting of the first one (3.1), to convince him of the similarities between demons and humanity, Dean is actually listening, and interested in demon!Casey's comments on her faith in Lucifer.
Is Dean considering whether the existence of Lucifer means there really is a God? Is he questioning whether that God knows he exists? Is he wondering whether his lifetime of sacrifice might warrant some sort of intercession? Goodness knows Dean's already burnt out on doing a thankless job, and now he's facing a world of no-wins: himself in Hell, a demon army loose in the world, and his brother a target for every bad thing aboveground. If he wishes to find some faith, maybe it's just in the very faint hopes that, somehow, the long fight against evil will be worth something.
But I don't think Kripke is trying to convince us, the viewers, about humanity's worth or lack thereof: he's trying to lead us to share Dean's moral quandary and emotional journey. Dean's just slipped on a banana peel, folks. He's been blasting around in a cloud of joi-de-vie, acting like his job here is done so all that's left is to live fast, die hard, and leave a kick-ass memory. But now one wonders if he's hearing echoes of Dad's final command to, "Watch out for Sammy". So, maybe we're being urged to see the demonic stance, to feel uncomfortable and dislike the point of view, and to worry where that takes our boys. It will be all the better from which to follow Dean's own struggle back towards the light. Because kids, I've no doubt it's about to get dark.
Oh, and Dean botching the exorcism-from-memory? Relax. How often have we seen Sam or Dean perform an exorcism? Three, maybe four times? How often have we seen any hunter perform an exorcism by memory? Never. I think the words must be too exact to risk mistakes, so they've always been read, not recited. It's not a slam against Dean; it's just a hole in the hunter system. Maybe they *need* to practice memorizing, though....
Part the Fourth: The Story
So, the episode opens with a priest and a nun in church, looking up to see a man in the choir loft. "God's not with us any more," the man says - and promptly blows his brains out.
In the meantime, we get a glimpse of Sam and Dean at Bobby's house, enjoying a moment of cozy hunters' domesticity. Bobby is working on the antique magic Colt - yay, for continuity - and the boys have wind of possible demonic omens in Ohio. Leaving Bobby to his gunsmithing (and a good thing, because shooting a 160+ year old firearm is risky business!) the boys take off.
Expecting a boarded up factory town, they instead find a working man's mini-Las Vegas. The entire town seems devoted to decadence and vice, made even more notable by the fact that Ohio state law frowns upon such things. Floating to the top of the heap is a former Rotarian named Trotter, suitably unsavory-looking with his black suit, bald pate, and squinty looks.
So, it's a given: demons are behind this explosion of debauchery, and the boys walk in with both eyes open. What I noticed in this episode was that it seemed long on exposition, with lots of throwing open windows to say, "Here, this is what's been going on all this time." We get our first clear look at the YED's plans for Sammy and an anvil-sized reminder of the demons' superiority complex towards Mankind. We see Ruby stepping up her game with Sam, pressuring him with her blackmail offer of helping save Dean. Last week we were cuffed upside the head with the revelation that all the people closest to the boys' mother have died or been killed since 2001. We have lots of answers as to what was going on in the demonic camp for the first two seasons, but a whole slew of new questions and worries for Season 3.
For one thing, we again get to see demons whittling away at our boys' faith in the justness of their cause. Is Kripke ham-handedly trying to suggest - again - that there aren't that many differences between humans and demons? That we're all prone to weakness, sin, and evil, and the world today is an almost unsalvageable place? Not really. I think Kripke is simply letting us have a good look at the Enemy's POV. The demons would like us to despair of the evil Man does and to question whether we're really worth saving. That's Hell's agenda, and always has been. Weaken our morals, shade ethics to hues of grey, make excuses for transgressions, and make honor look absurd.
Of course demons are going to justify themselves at the expense of humanity, and yeah, they got lots of ammo with which to work. But that's what Kripke wants us to see. He's making us step back from the black-and-white maxim of "saving people, hunting things" and look at the grayer questions such as, if there is a God, why does He let bad things happen to good people?
It made for a rather cluttered and messy episode, another case of trying to stuff a movie's worth of information into a single episode slot. The timeline-continuity of the episode suffered, certainly. It's a long drive from Bobby's place in South Dakota to anywhere in Ohio, but Bobby did it between the point Richie went missing and when Sam found Dean with the demons. They could have edited better to indicate to us whether it had been mere hours or a full day's time. Somewhere in there, Dean also had time to discover and tend to Richie's body, and paint a devil's trap. So ... yeah. The story must have taken place over two or three days, but we barely get a break between crowded bar scenes. (To which I'll add, the cops there were probably a minor concern, given that prostitution and gambling are illegal in Ohio and all that vice was going unchecked.)
However, I think this one will prove important to the overall season's story arc. I think we may come to see this as the episode that sacrificed story quality in order to get information out there to support episodes to come. That's the bummer with TV: we only have 40-45 minutes to get the story in. If there was a director's cut of this episode, it may well smooth out the glitches and bumps. But ... as it is, we just have to paint over the cracks with our imagination.
In the end, we are set up to face some pretty uncertain times for our boys. Sam is driven to save Dean, and he has a demon taunting him with promises of help. Dean is trying to keep up his game face and make the most of his last year, but he's just had his faith in Sammy rattled pretty hard. And now we know for certain that whatever Plan the demons once had is shot, and it's chaos with every demon for itself.
Plus - the Colt is now back in play, Ruby having shown Bobby how to make the proper magical rounds for it! YAY! (Sooooooo much love for gunsmithing, gun-tuning Bobby!)
Do I think Sam was intended to be THE Anti-Christ? In a word.... no. I think someone in Hell got ambitious and decided to try pushing the End Times ahead of schedule. If there is a Divine Hand in Kripke's vision of the world, it may be simply that this is *not* meant to be the end, and if God's tools are crusty old hunters in ball caps and cocky kids with classic cars ... so be it. They do say He works in mysterious ways. If nothing else, it may mean that no gambit by the demons is a sure thing, and for the Winchesters, there still remains hope.
SIN CITY - A META in Four Parts
Part the First: Ruby
Ruby, Ruby, Ruby. Geez, she's a manipulative, conniving bitch. I think I like her.
So, what is Ruby's game? She's definitely upped the ante in this episode, going from sly hints and manipulation to outright blackmailing Sam. From getting Bobby to work with her on restoring the Colt's magic properties - and lord, it's a shame we missed that conversation - to sneering at Sam about what he'll have to do to save Dean, we can feel the claws sinking in. She's pushing harder, getting bolder. (As for Bobby shooting her ... bzuh? Should we chalk that up to Bobby caught off-guard and just for once panicking?)
We know the demon horde isn't working towards any common goal, and we know she has no compunctions about killing other demons. Or at least, some other demons. She was notably absent during Sam's confrontation with Dean's captors. But what side is she on?
Is she one of the YED's officer corps? The ease with which she finds Sam strongly suggests she's privy to the same 'tracking system'. Is she a demon with aspirations to fill the YED's shoes, or does she work for another high-up demon with ambitions? Or does she have her own, private agenda? We just don't know. All we can be certain of is that she knows a lot about Sam's family and past, and she wants to help Sam - but clearly with ulterior motives. It's those motives that pose the million-dollar question.
What we know: The YED - now known to be arch-demon, Azazel - was planning an invasion of the human world, but with his death, the plan collapsed and the invasion force turned into a headless mob. Ruby seems intent on kyboshing that action, which is downright weird for a demon. But ... we know demons have their own politics, and I sincerely doubt she's in it for any good reason. I'll be shocked if she's looking to turn to the "light" or anything else positive.
My hunch is that she's here as damage control. I suspect she's trying to stamp out the wildfires caused when The Plan fell apart, because absolute overthrow of the earth is kinda hard to attain by chaos and mob rule. That claim she wants "peace on earth" rang all kinds of bells, with me. Peace, yes, but maybe only until a more 'orderly' Armageddon can be organized. Or, perhaps she's putting in her bid to make sure Sam, Azazel's would-be captain and potential Boy King, is firmly under the thumb of, or deeply indebted to, unknown Hellish parties.
Is Ruby the Demon Formerly Known as Meg, returned? I'm not a bit sure. Some things about her, particularly her prickliness and cunning in this episode, remind us of Meg. Some of her clothing choices seem familiar. We know Meg was one of the YED's soldiers and that at one point she seemed to chafe under his rule. So if Ruby is Meg come back with a new agenda of her own, it would not really surprise me. But I do have a suspicion that Ruby is not entirely her own agent, that she has a "boss" or some higher authority to answer to, and thus she courts Sam for whatever those purposes are. Thus, Ruby strikes me as an entirely new character with a new or alternate agenda.
The question that worries all fans is how far Sam will go, how much he'll play along, and whether he can or will pull back before he gets in too far. It's no longer a worry about him being possessed or turning into somebody who eats babies. We're talking about Sam going evil on a genuinely cosmic scale. We can only hope Sam's native stubbornness keeps him from buying too much into her game.
For now, however, we can rest assured that Ruby is an absolutely wild card in an already joker's-wild game. It will be interesting to see what Dean and Bobby's reactions are, now that she has inserted herself so baldly into their affairs.
Part the Second: Sammy and the Dark Side
Oh, Sam. Ohhh, Sammy. What is happening to our Samsquatch?
What's up with Sam, anyhow? We loved the brotherliness of BDaBR, and this episode started off with them marching off side-by-side. They were cute as heck when meeting Richie, the semi-inept Jersey hunter, Dean chuckling and Sam grinning indulgently. It's okay that they take different angles on a job, Sam doing surveillance on the town pimp, Trotter, while Dean worries where old friend Richie went. On the face of it, there's nothing unusual in those actions.
We are even treated to some awesome Sammy brilliance, when he turns the table on Trotter's thug and disarms him, slick as Chuck Norris could ever do. Heh, and yes, again that delicious Padalecki-Winchester comedy timing, when Sam realizes he's stalking in the wrong forest and Trotter is just an ordinary albeit corrupt human.
Later, Sam reacts normally when he discovers Dean is gone. He puts on his hunter's cap and goes to work: talks to the priest, doesn't reveal too much, doesn't trust anyone, uses good instincts. It's only when Dean says, "be careful", code that the priest may be the enemy, that Sam changes gears.
When Sam gets inside, he sees Dean being choked to death by the demonic priest while another demon stands by. Seriously, what else could Sam have done, there? Ask the demons to wait nicely while he found an exorcism? Hell, no. The Colt was the only effective weapon Sam had that was going to save Dean's life, because Dean was being killed. I'd have been surprised if Sam didn't react in a decisive manner. Just like Daddy had trained him, just like Dean would do.
Has Sam changed? Did he come back different? Is he missing some internal governor that kept him who he is: gentle, empathetic, compassionate? Of course, he's changed, no one could survive all he has and remain untouched, but is it in any way supernatural or evil? Right now Sam is definitely a walking conundrum. We've no idea if he remembers anything from when he was dead. We don't know if he feels any different from Before, or even what he thinks about having been stone dead for at least 24 hours, let alone what he makes of coming back with a demon's help. Last but not least, we don't know if the lack of visions means his abilities are lost, or if he's going to quietly discover he has other powers, and try to direct them. It could be just that nobody's on his psychic frequency, now, with the YED and the other Psy-Kids dead.
So, is he going evil? Or has Sam simply, finally, taken a page from Big Brother's book? After all, Dean has been Sam's model of a protector since he was six months old. It's not that Dean hasn't killed just as coldly. (Beheading a vampire with a power-saw comes to mind.) It's not that the Winchesters have never killed a demon's innocent host: Dean did just that when a possessed man had Sam down in "Devil's Trap". It's that Sam performed this killing. Softhearted Sammy of whom Dean once insisted, "You're not a killer. It's not in your bones." After the Jake Talley incident, Dean is certainly freaked, and I'm sure Bobby's never gotten over the shock of Sam back from the stone cold dead.
But should it surprise us that Sam dons the role of defender with literal exactness? I do think we're going to see new sides to him, a character in evolution. After all, Sam still doesn't know who or what the hell he really is. (Demonic baptism, formerly dead, intended right hand of Azazel, Mom and everyone close to her killed, etc.) His beloved brother is sentenced to Hell on Sam's account. Now Ruby is trying to blackmail him with promises that she'll help save Dean. Oh, and that faith Sam used to have in God? Is probably curled up in a tiny corner somewhere, shivering. After all, God may not want anything to do with a Sam who's not only tainted by demon's blood, but also demonically returned from the dead. There's a lot brewing that Sam's not letting anyone see.
What's really screwed is that Sam is in this alone. He can enlist Bobby's aid, but there appears to be a point where he quietly shuts the door. We no longer see him agonizing about his destiny, or whether he'll become evil. We have yet to see him fret about what the demons want from him or if he can withstand them. If this trend continues, it's probably because he doesn't want to put that burden back on Dean, when Dean is in such dire straights, himself. Sam may believe he can no longer ask Dean to save (or kill) him, when it's Dean who needs to be saved.
Finally, while on the face of things we may fear Sam taking Ruby's marching orders too much to heart, I'm not so sure about that. I doubt Sam, headstrong and willful as he is, will by any means become Ruby's puppet. We're seeing Sam become more comfortable living in a hunter's skin, and maybe he's accepted that this is actual war. Unfortunately, saving Dean is his driving force, so it may well render him more ruthless than he used to be. It's actually an interesting mirror-effect to see Dean stepping away from that old black-and-white view of good vs. evil, while Sam steps forward towards it.
But Sam's not evil, no, I don't think so. He hasn't lost his conscience; he's not without awareness of consequences. However, he's a soldier at war with his brother's soul at stake, and war erodes something in the best of men. He learned a very bitter lesson with Jake Talley's betrayal. Further, Sam is John Winchester's son, and he may become every bit as driven as Dad ever was, trying to win Dean's ticket out of Hell. After all, Winchesters always pay their debts. Even if it's with their own blood.
We can only hope that Dean - and Bobby - will hang onto Sam tight enough that he doesn't lose too many more pieces of himself. If Sam slides too far into the dark, it will be because he reached too far for all the best bad reasons.
Part the Third: Dean and the Demon Horde
Ah, yes, the demons. It's Spring Break, demon-style, and the baddies are out to par-tay. When Dean heads out the door with Sammy, the pair of them look like they're off to summer camp. After all, what's more straightforward than kicking some evil ass?
But the minute the boys' boots hit the ground, they are rudely awakened to just how complicated this case is. This ain't just a couple demons prodding people to do dangerous things: this is a half-dead factory town transformed into a thriving modern day Sodom and Gomorrah. Is this a twisted new form of the "Croatoan" experiment? Sure, Dean goes through the motions of leering at the girls and letting Sam drag him around, but it's all show. Dean's interactions with Richie show us that Dean's head is firmly in the game. He's focused on their goal of putting down the demonic threat.
Thus, it was interesting to see how that vision wavered when Dean found himself trapped with a demon for company. I thought the wine cellar scenes dragged, and that's where the weight of expository stuff went, but maybe better in one dump than mucked up over several episodes. Or something. By this time, my eyes had been so dazzled by the sheer number of people/crowds teeming in this episode that I was getting a little glassy-eyed.
Whatever, demon!Casey and Dean had some interesting moments. Casey was a terrific (and gorgeous) vehicle by which to present some of the demons' views. She almost seemed sincere at times and ended up presenting an air that made her oddly compelling. Certainly the part was splendidly played. However, I think the only honest personal thing she ever said to Dean was that Hell was the pit of despair. The sympathy, the chat-across-enemy-lines, the plea to spare him? Politics, methinks. Once trapped, she may have decided it would behoove her to get in good with the Boy King's brother. Who knows, her original intent may have been to use Dean as bait, to capture Sam for their own nefarious purposes. Poor Richie just got in the way.
We also finally get to see what we knew must lie behind Dean's four-hundred-watt smile: he's scared of going to Hell. Furthermore, he's morbidly curious what Hell is like. I really enjoyed his mild-spoken confession that he's like to believe in God. It seemed entirely sincere, and I liked the continuity from way back in "House of the Holy", when Dean first entertained the notion of Divine Will. Oh, Dean hasn't taken up Sunday school, and the whole business about going to Hell has to complicate things mightily. But it's interesting to see that when a demon tries, this time without the snarling and spitting of the first one (3.1), to convince him of the similarities between demons and humanity, Dean is actually listening, and interested in demon!Casey's comments on her faith in Lucifer.
Is Dean considering whether the existence of Lucifer means there really is a God? Is he questioning whether that God knows he exists? Is he wondering whether his lifetime of sacrifice might warrant some sort of intercession? Goodness knows Dean's already burnt out on doing a thankless job, and now he's facing a world of no-wins: himself in Hell, a demon army loose in the world, and his brother a target for every bad thing aboveground. If he wishes to find some faith, maybe it's just in the very faint hopes that, somehow, the long fight against evil will be worth something.
But I don't think Kripke is trying to convince us, the viewers, about humanity's worth or lack thereof: he's trying to lead us to share Dean's moral quandary and emotional journey. Dean's just slipped on a banana peel, folks. He's been blasting around in a cloud of joi-de-vie, acting like his job here is done so all that's left is to live fast, die hard, and leave a kick-ass memory. But now one wonders if he's hearing echoes of Dad's final command to, "Watch out for Sammy". So, maybe we're being urged to see the demonic stance, to feel uncomfortable and dislike the point of view, and to worry where that takes our boys. It will be all the better from which to follow Dean's own struggle back towards the light. Because kids, I've no doubt it's about to get dark.
Oh, and Dean botching the exorcism-from-memory? Relax. How often have we seen Sam or Dean perform an exorcism? Three, maybe four times? How often have we seen any hunter perform an exorcism by memory? Never. I think the words must be too exact to risk mistakes, so they've always been read, not recited. It's not a slam against Dean; it's just a hole in the hunter system. Maybe they *need* to practice memorizing, though....
Part the Fourth: The Story
So, the episode opens with a priest and a nun in church, looking up to see a man in the choir loft. "God's not with us any more," the man says - and promptly blows his brains out.
In the meantime, we get a glimpse of Sam and Dean at Bobby's house, enjoying a moment of cozy hunters' domesticity. Bobby is working on the antique magic Colt - yay, for continuity - and the boys have wind of possible demonic omens in Ohio. Leaving Bobby to his gunsmithing (and a good thing, because shooting a 160+ year old firearm is risky business!) the boys take off.
Expecting a boarded up factory town, they instead find a working man's mini-Las Vegas. The entire town seems devoted to decadence and vice, made even more notable by the fact that Ohio state law frowns upon such things. Floating to the top of the heap is a former Rotarian named Trotter, suitably unsavory-looking with his black suit, bald pate, and squinty looks.
So, it's a given: demons are behind this explosion of debauchery, and the boys walk in with both eyes open. What I noticed in this episode was that it seemed long on exposition, with lots of throwing open windows to say, "Here, this is what's been going on all this time." We get our first clear look at the YED's plans for Sammy and an anvil-sized reminder of the demons' superiority complex towards Mankind. We see Ruby stepping up her game with Sam, pressuring him with her blackmail offer of helping save Dean. Last week we were cuffed upside the head with the revelation that all the people closest to the boys' mother have died or been killed since 2001. We have lots of answers as to what was going on in the demonic camp for the first two seasons, but a whole slew of new questions and worries for Season 3.
For one thing, we again get to see demons whittling away at our boys' faith in the justness of their cause. Is Kripke ham-handedly trying to suggest - again - that there aren't that many differences between humans and demons? That we're all prone to weakness, sin, and evil, and the world today is an almost unsalvageable place? Not really. I think Kripke is simply letting us have a good look at the Enemy's POV. The demons would like us to despair of the evil Man does and to question whether we're really worth saving. That's Hell's agenda, and always has been. Weaken our morals, shade ethics to hues of grey, make excuses for transgressions, and make honor look absurd.
Of course demons are going to justify themselves at the expense of humanity, and yeah, they got lots of ammo with which to work. But that's what Kripke wants us to see. He's making us step back from the black-and-white maxim of "saving people, hunting things" and look at the grayer questions such as, if there is a God, why does He let bad things happen to good people?
It made for a rather cluttered and messy episode, another case of trying to stuff a movie's worth of information into a single episode slot. The timeline-continuity of the episode suffered, certainly. It's a long drive from Bobby's place in South Dakota to anywhere in Ohio, but Bobby did it between the point Richie went missing and when Sam found Dean with the demons. They could have edited better to indicate to us whether it had been mere hours or a full day's time. Somewhere in there, Dean also had time to discover and tend to Richie's body, and paint a devil's trap. So ... yeah. The story must have taken place over two or three days, but we barely get a break between crowded bar scenes. (To which I'll add, the cops there were probably a minor concern, given that prostitution and gambling are illegal in Ohio and all that vice was going unchecked.)
However, I think this one will prove important to the overall season's story arc. I think we may come to see this as the episode that sacrificed story quality in order to get information out there to support episodes to come. That's the bummer with TV: we only have 40-45 minutes to get the story in. If there was a director's cut of this episode, it may well smooth out the glitches and bumps. But ... as it is, we just have to paint over the cracks with our imagination.
In the end, we are set up to face some pretty uncertain times for our boys. Sam is driven to save Dean, and he has a demon taunting him with promises of help. Dean is trying to keep up his game face and make the most of his last year, but he's just had his faith in Sammy rattled pretty hard. And now we know for certain that whatever Plan the demons once had is shot, and it's chaos with every demon for itself.
Plus - the Colt is now back in play, Ruby having shown Bobby how to make the proper magical rounds for it! YAY! (Sooooooo much love for gunsmithing, gun-tuning Bobby!)
Do I think Sam was intended to be THE Anti-Christ? In a word.... no. I think someone in Hell got ambitious and decided to try pushing the End Times ahead of schedule. If there is a Divine Hand in Kripke's vision of the world, it may be simply that this is *not* meant to be the end, and if God's tools are crusty old hunters in ball caps and cocky kids with classic cars ... so be it. They do say He works in mysterious ways. If nothing else, it may mean that no gambit by the demons is a sure thing, and for the Winchesters, there still remains hope.


Comments
I have to agree with your final conclusions of Ruby. I think there's someone bigger behind her, and though she's pulling a lot of Meg-esque actions, I don't think it's Meg. Meg was too focused on revenge the last time we saw her, and there were hints of that in her earlier personality, too. So while the idea is interesting, I don't see Meg scaling back her vengeance kick in order to play politics with the only remaining psychic kid and his brother, who also happen to be among her least favorite people in the world. Plus Meg tended to take precautions. Ruby helping Bobby assemble the Colt and then handing it off to Sam doesn't exactly speak of safe planning.
As for Sam... The way I see it, we're getting more or less the same thing as we saw in early Season 2, only instead of Dean going off the deep end, it's Sam. And of course there are differences in how they go about it, but I'm with you here, too. I don't think Sam's evil. I think he's stressed, guilt-stricken over the thought of what Dean did for him, and stuck on the idea that what's dead should stay dead.
On the other hand, I also think there has to be some significance in the fact that he was the only surviving psychic kid in the end. But as for what that is, no idea.
Anyway, thanks for letting me ramble at you and taking up space at the bottom of your lj! But you got me thinking, so I had to spit something back. Go figure! Just tell me to shut up now. ;)
Silly you: you are welcome to ramble and take up as much space as you like, here. Getting other people's thoughts in response is the whole point of posting a meta, after all. :-) And SPN has some of the most juicy meta-debates.
You have good points about Ruby not being Meg, which I think is at the root of my doubt they are the same. Meg was about revenge and hatred, and while Ruby sure doesn't have any love for the Winchesters, she's just not as ... hateful as Meg. I agree, I can't imagine Meg scaling back her feelings enough to pull this off.
But then again, we may be Kripke'd, later. *G*
Also agree about us seeing a similar story-framework to S2. Last year it was all about Dean flailing and losing his footing. This year it's Sam who's slid off the map into the "Here Be Monsters" realm. We simply haven't been privy to Sam's private meltdowns, because he's not letting Dean - or us - see. He's playing things a lot closer to the vest than Dean ever did, showing a remarkable ability to stuff everything behind sealed doors. But then again, secrecy is practically a Wincheter heredity trait. *G*
Anywho, thanks for thinking back at my thinking! You are welcome any time at whatever length you choose. :-)
Cheers ~
Erin
As for Ruby, definitely she's up to something, and I don't think it's good. The look she gives Sam's back, at the very, very end, though out of focus it looks a lot like loathing. *shivers*
LOL, meanwhile, I hope your pissy mood has gone away. *throws chocolate and ducks* Believe me, I understand those completely! ;-)
Cheers ~
Erin
I'm with thunderatiger - I don't think Ruby is Meg. I think Meg was a loose cannon, too focused on vengence, and now the boys have killed her dad and her brother. No way is she hooking up with them. If it's Meg, she's doing this as part of a plan to destroy both boys.
That said, I don't think for a minute that Ruby is really trying to help Sam or Dean. I think she may be trying to manipulate Sam into doing evil, using Dean's soul as bait. I think the Casey demon was a lot more likely to have actually had Sam's best interests at heart (you know, to the extent that a demon can). She told Dean she would have followed him, and I'll bet she'd still like to. I think it's Ruby who either doesn't want Sam heading up the army at all, or who only wants him doing it if he can be controlled - again, Dean's soul comes into play.
I have a feeling that Ruby and the crossroads demon are either working together or are the same demon, and I think they've set the boys up. The crossroads demon acquired Dean's soul, and now they're using it to try to control Sam. To what end, I'm not sure, but I think they're the greater of the available evils. I think Casey's team is probably the lesser.
I could totally have it backwards, though.
And I've gotta go to bed. *hugs you hugely*
First, thanks for reading this gigantic meta! I broke it into parts hoping people could take it in smaller bites, but I think it mostly slipped under the SPN radar ... Thanks for wading through this, though! :-)
I'm with you totally that Ruby does not have Sam or Dean's best interests at heart. There's something in this for her, the enemy of her enemy is her friend, blah blah, but no way is she helping for any warm or fuzzy reasons. A friend pointed out to me that, at the very, very end, the final look she gives to Sam's back looks a lot like utter hatred! *meep*
Per demon!Casey and her crew, I'm not sure how much was Casey working for her team, or Casey just angling for Casey. Certainly her demonic paramour didn't hesitate an instant to waste Dean, but we never do entirely learn what Casey's motive was, for going with Dean. She knew he was a hunter, and by the end of their enforced incarceration, she's admitting to have been on standby to join *Sam's* team. Does that mean she intented to ... I dunno, trap and coerce Dean into something, there? Or was her original intent to kill him, get him out of the picture, so dealing with Sam would be less complicated?
So, without a real clue of Casey's original intent, it's hard to draw conclusions. Still, I tend to think her warmth towards Dean was an afterthought, and most likely born of knowing that Sam, the Boy King/Anti-Christ/whatever, was on his way and possibly about to find her here with his brother. Guess we'll never know, but it makes for some interesting puzzling ....
Heh, and now we know the Crossroads Demon ain't on Ruby's team, either! Yegads, the politics in Hell are at least as complicated as our own! One has to wonder if Ruby and the CRD might have been on the same team once, though ....
*is dizzy* ANywho, thanks for sharing your thinky thoughts! I like when people respond because it really helps me to better organize and sort out my own thoughts. *HUGS you*
Thanks for popping in!
Cheers ~
Erin
In the meantime, we get a glimpse of Sam and Dean at Bobby's house, enjoying a moment of cozy hunters' domesticity.
One thing that just occured to me is the contrast in lighting between these two scenes. The church was dark, Bobby's house was filled with natural light. It certainly seems a sort of visual support of not finding hope in religion (or larger forces) but in family (which Bobby seems to be becoming).
As for Bobby shooting her ... bzuh? Should we chalk that up to Bobby caught off-guard and just for once panicking?
My feeling is that it's not something to be done carelessly but it's certainly going to be done. There's no point in getting the Colt working at all if you aren't planning to shoot possessed people. It's not like holy water, which hurts only the demon and not the person. And by taunting him, Ruby was showing him she knew what the Colt was for and didn't care. He wasn't going to be able to use it to intimidate her into being exorcised.
Hey, that's an interesting observation, how Bobby's house was bright with natural light, while the church, with it's perversion by evil either accomplished or about to happen, was dark and gloomy. I wonder if you're right, if it's meant to suggest that religion is less an answer than the strength of family? Or maybe Kripke is suggesting that even faith can be perverted to ill purposes? *gets dizzy again*
Well, we can be pretty sure this wasn't by accident, so it'll be interesting to see what further episodes present, on the matters of religion or larger forces.
Also a good point about the Colt: no point in getting it working unless you're planning to shoot possessed people. And really, it's only ever been used in defense or self defense - well, until 3.5, but that's not this episode. *G* So Bobby technically was using it in self-defense, here - He'd just been cornered by a demon in his own back yard.
But I guess it was just that he used it, here, knowing it could not kill the demon but it would kill the host, that sort of baffled me. Unless he honestly had a moment's hope that somehow he'd made it demon-worthy. Which he hadn't. I dunno. Whatever the case, I do look forward to hearing from Bobby on the matter of Ruby: heaven knows he has an opinion, now, lol! And I doubt it's one of love and affection, given her increasingly antagonistic, superior attitude.
She's finally starting to irk the livin' snot out of me, which tells me the character has become effective in her part! :-)
Thanks for sharing some thinky thoughts with me. It's no fun to meta if nobody else plays along. ;-)
Cheers ~
Erin
Yeah, I wasn't sure if Bobby thought perhaps the Colt could affect the demon when he shot. It would seem unlikely but I might have bought that if more time had elapsed since Sam and Dean's departure.
Well this season's giving us a lot to meta so far, so I'm sure there'll be plenty more of it in the mix :>
You're right: Sam's changed, but besides keeping his thoughts and feelings closer to himself, we don't know how. However, I think that Dean wouldn't talk to Bobby about it unless he has genuine doubts about Sam. Considering that Dean knows Sam better than anyone and wasn't really perturbed by the possibility that Sam might be evil in S2, I'd say that now Dean might think that the YED wasn't lying after all. Still, it doesn't meant that Sam's evil, ruthless when it comes to demons yes, but that's not quite the same thing as outright evil.
I found it somewhat interesting that demons believe in a higher power like humans, and like God, Lucifer has never been seen. There's this symmetry in their belief systems which, to me, makes the matter a little more morally ambiguous - the both sides believe in their own cause rather than one side just resisting the orders than come from the other side. That probably sounds weird but I don't know how to put it better...
I really hope that the show manages to stay on its own path and not trip up in the existing mythologies and debates... But Kripke hasn't failed us yet. :)
You're probably right that Dean is genuine in his doubts about Sam, here. He wouldn't have asked Bobby otherwise, and unfortunately, I'm pretty sure Bobby's been mentally reviewing "Pet Cemetary" since the moment not-dead!Sam appeared on his doorstep. Bobby loves those boys to pieces, but you know there's probably no existing lore about raisings from the dead in modern times that ever ended up well. Poor Dean and Bobby, lying to each other to hide their fears, and neither doing it very well ...
Per moral ambiguity about demons also believing in a higher power - No, your suppositions don't sound weird at all! And it actually fits Christian belief, that Lucifer is somewhere shut away enduring torments of his own until Judgement, so of course the residents of Hell don't see him every day at the office. The demons *do* have a cause, always have, and I think it's sort of fun that Kripke is playing with that idea.
I'm with you, I don't want the show to trip over existing mythologies/debates, but so far they're doing a pretty good job of staying straight. It may disturb the hell out of us, but I think Kripke et al have a clear vision of their own myth-arc. I hope so, anyhow, as recent turns have me positively agonising, and I'm ... well, looking for a little faith of my own! ;-)
Thanks for popping in and offering your responses. That's the whole fun of posting metas, after all. *HUGS!*
~ Erin
As for Bobby shooting her ... bzuh? Should we chalk that up to Bobby caught off-guard and just for once panicking?
I think I mentioned this at
he's changed, no one could survive all he has and remain untouched, but is it in any way supernatural or evil? Or has Sam simply, finally, taken a page from Big Brother's book? But should it surprise us that Sam dons the role of defender with literal exactness?
All wonderful points. I love how you're the voice of reason, calmly pulling back the fandom from the brink of The Cliffs of Flail. :)
I agree with you. Sam evolving in degrees (vs. a complete reversal) is what makes character change engaging, quasi-realistic, and interesting. Sam going darkside is much more scary and alarming if we see that it was an inherent part of him in the first place. Plus it highlights nicely Kripke's new favorite theme: the propensity for evil and good is in everyone/everything, humans, demons, and ... heh ... psychic half-humans half-demons alike.
Per Bobby shooting Ruby ... yeah, you're right, it does work to support important story elements. It demonstrates the Colt was *not* effective against demons, without Ruby's tinkering, which in turn proves Ruby is not just all talk. She really *can* offer material assistance to the hunters, beyond use of her spiffy knife. And it does eliminate the possibility of Sam exorcising Ruby and saving her human host - which may also be necessary, plot-wise. It does further narrow Sam's choices: no girl to save, just a demon he can't trust who nonetheless may sometimes be his only effective weapon.
So I understand the necessity to the story and plot. I've just fallen short of an explanation for how it fits Bobby as a character. What would prompt the man who warned Sam and Dean that there was a person inside Meg to suddenly shoot this possessed person, now? Particularly when he presumably knew he could not kill the demon residing in there.
I *want* to find a rational for Bobby, I do. I'm a cup-half-full sort of person so I want to find logic to make odd thing fit within our Show. So... maybe something will appear to exonerate Bobby of a sudden attack of heartlessness, lol!
Oooh, and I love your thought about Sam going darkside because it's an intrincis part of his character. Not any demonic evil, but a facet of character that, under more normal circumstances, never would have seen the light. We rarely ever saw Sam's temper, he seemed to keep all his baser instincts on a very rigid leash. Probably why demon!Pride came for Sam: he tried so hard to be above such things, and prided himself on betting too good for that.
But now ... he *is* evolving by degrees, and that darkness has probably always been there. Which is definitely scary, because that's not something cured by holy water or exorsism. It's only managed by a conscious decision to do right. Sam's in danger of becoming every bit as single-minded as his Dad, and maybe even more so, because the danger is so very present in this new war.
Brr. Yeah, chilling stuff to think about. :-s
Meanwhile, thanks so much for playing in my meta! Now to try and get some words to wrap around 3.5 ...
Cheers ~
Erin
Me too! I was so surprised when he pulled the trigger that I think I jumped in my seat. I hope the show explains this, but I have a feeling it's not going to happen as this isn't Bobby's story. :(
However, I can share my bit-o-delusion regarding why Bobby had an extra itchy trigger finger if that helps at all (it probably won't). :)
I forgive Bobby by telling myself that it's all the added stress of being in an unprecedented demon war. I tell myself that it's a case of the elder understanding exactly how dire the situation is. Not that Sam and Dean don't take the war seriously, but life experience allows perspective that can't be achieved any other way.
Bobby specializes in demons, so he (out of any other hunters like Sam and Dean who seem to know very little about demons, esp. in S1) knows exactly what they're up against. Also, with the exception of now dead Pastor Jim, Bobby's the oldest hunter we've met. He's been around the block a couple of times and would have a long measuring stick in which to compare the current situation (I think it was Bobby who confirmed that there are very few demon exorcisms/year in a "normal" year which confirms that detailed knowledge of demons may not be a universal to all hunters). I think Bobby is fully aware of how bad things are whereas younger hunters (Sam and Dean) know it's bad but they don't have the years of experience to know just how bad BAD is deep deep down.
I guess what I'm saying (not very well) is that I think Bobby is freaking out ... quietly on the inside. And for good reason; S1 there wasn't a war, undead!Sam wasn't walking around, and 200+ demons weren't galavanting around. So S1 Bobby would've been looking to save the girl. But after dealing with the 7 deadly sins, seeing a host of other hunters die in the last year at the hands of demons (Pastor Jim, Caleb, the Roadhouse crew, Steve Wendell) and dealing with a demon possessed Sam, Bobby is now less inclined to stop and ask questions before defending himself. He's a wiley old badger, certainy clever enough to live to such a ripe old age for a hunter and I'd like to think his instincts are accurate. So, to me, it's not a matter of him suddenly becoming ruthless or losing a bit of his humanity, I see it as a result of him being on edge and his "inner hunter" reflexively kicking in.
OK, enough late night rambling for me. This show gives me diarrhea of the mouth. Sorry.
I'm late in replying, but I wanted to thank you for getting all diarrhea mouth on my meta again, lol! I actually took comfort in your analysis of Bobby, why he acted as he did with Ruby and went ahead to shoot her - and her host. It does make sense that he sees the true threat, the true scope of the very large and scary picture, due to his maturity and lifetime of experience. He simply has a capacity for imagining and understanding that younger folks, like Sam and Dean, haven't quite acquired.
So yeah. That makes sense that he is simply having a very quiet freakout. Bless the man, he *is* only human! Albeit a really, really awesome one. *G*
Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts! This is what makes meta-ing fun. :-)
Cheers ~
Erin
As for Bobby shooting her ... bzuh? Should we chalk that up to Bobby caught off-guard and just for once panicking?
I don't think he was panicking. I think he's just even more paranoid than before, knowing the War's begun, that it's open season on everyone and the demons that now roam the world are worse, cockier than the ones in the past.
Besides, there's the possibility that the Colt doesn't work. Better to test it while the 'prey' is kind enough to stand still and doesn't appear openly hostile.
Granted, the ease with which Ruby surprised him... He was probably unsettled. And now I'm afraid Bobby's gotten too old for the game, that one of these days, the demon sneaking up on him won't be as 'kind' as Ruby...
My hunch is that she's here as damage control.
That's not a bad idea at all, imo. We now know that she's been regarded in a spiteful manner by a couple of demons. But both Avarice/Greed and the RED are now dead. This makes me wonder if she really has an agenda of her own, becoming the YED in the YED's place, getting rid of all those who would oppose her? But she didn't have anything, directly, to do with the RED's death, so that's just pure speculation. :)
Oh, and that faith Sam used to have in God? Is probably curled up in a tiny corner somewhere, shivering.
You know, you're the first one who's meta I've read that has remembered Sam's little confession in Houses of the Holy (2x13). And after that episode, Sam's faith has been certainly tested multiple times: he got possessed, he has demon blood, he's a demon's 'chosen', he died. He's killed: one 'innocent' while he wasn't on the driver's seat (Wandell), one out of external pressures (Madison), one fully aware of his own actions and suspecting the worst (Jake). And then everything during S3...
If Sam hasn't already given God the finger, I would not at all be surprised to see him do so, one of these days.
Thank You for this. One must read metas with one's head in the proper place, but with your metas, every word is worthy of consideration.
You've certainly given food for thought.
Thank You.
*goes to try and catch up with the rest of the fandom*
Finally getting caught up on comments, here - sheesh! LOL! Hey, is you still one-handed, poor you?
Anyhow, thank you for meta-ing on my meta! *G* I like your thoughts on Bobby, and you really kind of made me go *gulp* with the thought our guy is getting older. *hugs whiskery ol' Bobby* I think you're right, he's just more paranoid than he's been, and with all good reason. The enemy could be anyone, anywhere ....
Per Ruby getting rid of those who oppose her ... hm! There's a thought. Whether or not she's high enough ranking to become another YED, I'd never looked straight at the idea that she's in this for her own advancement - but it makes sense. Knock out enough opposition, and suddenly she's not just another soldier. Brr, now there's an uneasy thought. What exactly, then, does she want Sam for? *worries*
Anywho, thank you so much for reading! I blush when I read that you think every word in this meta is worthy of consideration! :-) I try to be balanced and objective, but it's cool to hear something like that. *beams* Thank you!
Cheers ~
Erin